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Catsup Packet
04:23
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See as we float downstream to sea, all day
Lazy buzzards seize a chance to feed, to leach away
Assault my countless faults, bit by piece, torn apart
Leave me a shell of what I used to be
I've seen the signs, yet not the light
Intrusive thoughts and fight or flight
If you'd please, just leave me be
Confused by what you claim to do all night
Each week repeats and bleeds to years each fight
On hold, let down my guard
Oh, I see, so damn far
I know...well now I know
I know...
Oh I...I fucking know
I'll set a course and settle in
Betray my two only friends
And I see the way you look at me
Best distill my face 'til I'm more clear
Until I'm not seen
You're hounding out what's hard to find
Go tell your god what's left behind
And I see the way you look at me
Best distill my face 'til I'm more clear
And define a notion of what's right
And defy a feeling well defined
And waste our time
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2. |
Thursday
03:34
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Would you mind if I decline?
Believe you me, I might. I might
Do your worst? Oh, I’ve rehearsed
Do spend the night. Alright? Alright
Sleepless, holding your hand
Silently swallowing details
Showing kindness
See if it matters to me
Stay with me, oh my darling
Don’t you realize you’re mine?
All mine
Repeated interference doesn’t equate to
Enthusiastic clearance
See if it matters…
No
Let me say no
Yeah, yeah, yeah…
If you wanna go, never leave
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3. |
Mealworm
05:09
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I find it harder to be so sure
It leaves a longing to be much more
The seams between the leaves will hold you in the light
Is it right?
Is this right?
Is it right for me to be yours’?
My like?
Can’t just do away with you, to me, you’re bemired
Benefit from none of it and be, so weak
I’m weak
You’ll tear the legs and the wings from flies
Ain’t got a rhyme scheme or reason why
You’ll set a honeytrap, it’s easy to receive
Only you, nor me, nor he, nor she can’t leave
Your might, right?
Can't quite break away and take a rest from a lover
Keep a lid on all of it and keep the peace
The peace
I’ll say I’m fine, and it’s a lie
It atrophies my mind, and I’m always in repair
As I seem to hold you in all views
I just can’t sleep tonight, this isn’t right
This isn’t right
Heal
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4. |
Synonym Roll
02:46
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Breathing, in and out again
Tranquilize, repeat, and count to ten
Dying, for the better of the day
Safe and sound beneath six feet of clay
Every day, (we) rot
Every day
Seething, you knew it all along
Even if you knew you were in the wrong
Truly, no, really, I’m okay
Pace it out and keep and eager face
Anyway…
Every day (we) die
I’m not planning it out
Stop planning this out
I’m done planning it out
So, just tell me where to go
I’ll see it only when I see it
And I’ll keep on going all to defy it
I’ll seal it, peel it, hold my tongue
Until it takes it over
My poor my-my mind
So, we’ll fight. Right. Do or die?
Such a catchy slogan
Oh, what a lie
We’re beaten, cheated
Curb your mood
Is that right?
Just tell me where to go
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5. |
Hogmire
02:39
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You will see in another what you will
Until it all works out
It’s a dream, it’s a secret
Tell a soul, and we’ll blame it on you
You
You seem nice
This kills time
And soon, they’re burying you
Every day, it gets better, so you say
You’ve convinced yourself
With a lie in a letter
With a noose, and it’s hanging from you
You
Oh, you think so?
Oh, you think?
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6. |
Try Again
05:15
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Feel elated just to hear you
Breathe you, feel it again
Coalesces into silence
Take you, heal it again
Abiding fate
Clean slate
Well, this all feels like such a waste
I feel like such a waste
Resigned to keep it for my whole life
Faking dealing again
How it leads us all to rewind
Knead it, feel it again
Will you stay
One late
Well, this all feels like such a waste
I feel like such a waste
Drive your lesson through my hands
And when it lands, tell me
Please just make it on your own
And when you don’t tell me
Tell me
Just take your own advice, it’s okay
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7. |
Staying Home
03:19
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Good morning on this sunny afternoon
Had seen this coming for at least a day or two
Oh, I'll be sitting on the edge again
Oh, I'll be sitting on my hands again
Forlorn
I'm staying home, tonight
I'll be alone, tonight
I'll be just fine, tonight
I'll be productive by cleaning my whole room
No
I'll take a shower, maybe clean up my cat's puke
No
No, I'll be hanging in my head instead
No, I won't even leave my bed, my friend
What for?
I'm staying home, tonight
Throw out my phone, tonight
Blow off my date, tonight
I'll masturbate, tonight
I wanna die, tonight
Just drink some wine, tonight
I'll be just fine, tonight
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8. |
Chunky Milk
03:52
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They never told her that her future’s bright
Break the mold or set the world alight
She sold her soul to keep the power on
And now you’ve told the girl her world is gone
They’ve come prepared, with petty thieves and alibis
Don’t understand, there’s gotta be more to life
Set to taking on the world alone
To choose suboxone or the methadone
Boosting hinges in a coffee mug
Bleeding vinegar and burn the rug
Levitating off the bed
Out of the darkness of despair
If you keep me calm, I’ll keep me clean
Are you scared?
Are you scared?
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9. |
Liberry Bush
03:22
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I signed a lease I can't renew
Cash in my soul, forgo my youth
Well, it's done, and it's over, I'm overjoyed
And I know at least something I've enjoyed
Though it seems to seem
That I'm not scared to be, just scared to breathe
Then it dawned on me
(And) it dawned on me
A fragile mind just can't refuse
With no more choices left to choose
Incessantly, my conscience, it screams
Finding peace, but only in my dreams
We're all innocent in our own way
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10. |
Here With You
03:35
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In me you see, such a kinder will
In your latest wish
In you I view satisfying thrills
In your dusty room
I’m with you
I don’t feel safe
Hello? Is anybody home?
Waiting on my sympathy, prayers, and lies
Are any on my side?
I’m too far gone
I’m here with you
Keep you to myself and I’ll deprive you of all free will
Lost or lonely
You’re my one and only – to keep me amused
I’m with you
And if I seem a little tired from a bit of fighting with you
Know I’ll be your little sheep, the kind you’ll always put into
Situations that will grow until they surely blow up and soon
I will lay here wide awake missing when I was here with you
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11. |
Thrice
04:55
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A simple man, he’s so smart and tan he’s
Kept in line behind his family
Without conscience, without means
Now let’s see what’s in between
And he’ll hide behind a knife
So, you best just keep it quiet
Oh, the dangers, so unseen
As it breathes within me
I’ll sell you wholesale different fallacies
I’ll tell you a tale to take autonomy
I’ll say what I can until you think I’m right
You’ve seen this before? Take pity
I’ll make excuses
Don’t take offense if I seem amused
When you feel trapped in
Can you adapt and overcome his new reaction?
What’s the motive, what’s the truth?
Now I’ll leave it up to you
Can you last another night?
I sure hope you play this right
We’re not impressed, just paranoid
I think you’ve proven your point
I’ll sell you wholesale different fallacies
I’ll tell you a tale to take autonomy
I’ll say what I can until you think I’m right
If I say this again, I’ll have said it thrice
Oh, the irony of it all
From wall to wall, sacred candles fall
Or are these pillars?
How does your patience, or lack thereof
Align with your so-called principles? Do tell.
As for you, you do it too
Don’t act like I don’t see it. Like I don’t see you
I am you
And as ashamed as I might be to admit it
At least some part of me is real
I just have one thing to ask of you
Don’t tell me how I feel
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12. |
In My Way
03:52
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Toss another friend
Stop and count to ten, or two
Make it stop for me
I’ll let it run until I’m empty
Could you clean these stains from my brain?
As always, I shouldn’t think so
I need to place the blame on my name
And be in my way, my way
Please leave me alone
I think I’m going home, to sleep
Perhaps another time
I’ve cut my ties with all my lifelines
Stays the same, these frames of my pain
Flash forward, set into motion
I need to claim mistakes, stow away
And be in my way, my way
Stays the same, these frames of my pain
Flash forward, set into motion
I need to place the blame on my name
And be in my way, starting tomorrow
And be in my way, my way
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